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.*Myy J0uRnaL!*.

18th November, 2004. 7:56 pm. survey / me yelling

first i just have to say im soo mad right now! i could cry/ scream/ break something /puke right not! all at once too! =[ ='[

i think everythings going great and bam i find out something and it just ruins me.. but i dont wanna believe it, which makes it even worse.. it doesn`t make sense.. ugh ! .. ='/
i just dont know , so upset =''(

anway..here's my survey to get my mind off things.. copy it answer it and send it back to me in a comment!

22 18th November, 2004. 4:05 pm. stolen from bex

1. Tell me something obvious about you. I am awsome ! haha j.k lol
2. Tell me something about you that many don't know...?
3. What is your biggest fear? the future, what am i gunna be doin in like 10 yrs
4. Do you normally go the safe route or take the short cut? depends
5. Name one thing you want that you can't buy with money. happiness
6. What is your most treasured possession? i have to think ab that one
7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do often? i just hate myself in general sometimes
8. Tell me something about you that I don't know. i love you ! =]
9. Tell me something about you that everyone knows. ha i dunno
10. What is your favourite lie to tell? lie? i dont know what your talking about?
11. Name something you've done once that you can't wait to do again. have a party at cass's
12. Are you the jealous type? i geuss i can be
13. What is the one person, place or thing you can't say no to? hmm.. going out w. friends
14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you? to many people are to nice to me ! <33
15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be? somethin crazy
16. When was the last time you cried? oh,`bout 5 min. ago
17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered? mon. that all changed =/
18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on? sure y not, no not really
19. Name something embarrassing you did while being drunk. ? dunno
20. If you post this in your journal would you like me to answer it?
yuppers =]

(amaze me)

15th November, 2004. 6:38 pm. first actual entry in like forever! !

well. life fuckin sucks ! .. yah, i don`t even know where to start! Ah!! since right now im gettin bitched at by my parents why not start with how much my parents piss me off !! =] !! ugh, like 3/4 of my stress comes completely from them!! i just want to get out of this house and live on my own!! ive been countin down the years since 5th grade!!! only 2 and a half left ! which isn`t that bad ive waited 15.. i can`t wait to graduate turn 18 and leave here and never look back!!! anyway, i loOve having a job!! =]] i accually kindof have money.. like 10 dollars left over after i payed the dif. in my fone bill lol =/ oops.
ugh.. lets move on to guys.. they suck! not all guys but when you like one it just sucks so bad !! but i dont know where i am right now im kinda confused w. the whole situation.. but i find my self less stressed already by writing in this .. i think by writing it like i dunno too much to figure out lol! but sorry this was kinda on the yah know depressing side but im just so friken confused!! ahh! lol

i will update again later!! <33 x0x <33 =]

(2 |amaze me)

31st October, 2004. 3:42 am. fill out my survey yah know yah want to! =}

01. who are you, what's our relationship:
02. how and where did we meet:

03. what's my middle name:

04. how long have you known me:

05. tell me one good thing about myself:

06. when you first saw me what was your impression:

07. my age:

08. birthday:

09. my favorite band at the moment:

10. colour eyes:

11. do i have any siblings:

12. have you ever had a crush on me:

13. what's one of my favorite things to do:

14. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:

15. describe me in 3 words:

16. name 5 things i love:

17. do you think i'm good looking:

18. how would you describe me to someone:

19. would you ever date me:

20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:

21: what do you like most about me:

22: if we could spend a day together what would we do:

23: have we ever gotten in a fight:

24: do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:

25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

26. What do you think my weakness is?

27. Do you think I'll get married?

28. What makes me happy?

29. What makes me sad?

30. What reminds you of me?

31. If you could give me anything what would it be?

32. When's the last time you saw me?

33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?

34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?

35. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?

36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?

37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?

38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?

39. Would you make a move on me?

40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?

(4 |amaze me)

23rd October, 2004. 7:33 pm. Rand0m ComMenT <33

just comment, on anyhing you'd like.. how much you love mee [lol] , whutever your thinking about right now.. whatever you want.. i want like 20,000,000 comments though!! =}

<333 =]

(8 |amaze me)

17th October, 2004. 10:14 pm. Happy Halloween *COMMENT!*

>>ok so every better come to cassie and me 's halloween party!! its gunna be awsome!! its the 24th (sunday) at 7ish and dress up!!! =] everyone's invited =] <33

i need to know what i should be though im so confused i can`t decide im thinking either betty boop.. but id have to try and get stuff for the costume by myself which mite be hard to find and i dunno if people will know who i am yah know? but i think it would be cool or www.hottopic.com the eye patch wench which is also hot =] .. but if you can think of anything else please comment!! =] <33

(6 |amaze me)

11th October, 2004. 2:18 pm. ok we have a problem..

ok so i got a comment from an anonymous person saying :
i honestly think you're effing retarded

and i know who wrote that but really thats not a good reason to be mad at me ok? its not my fault and i don`t like him like that anyway so believe me he's all yours and if your going to be mad at me for something that i had no control over then thats your fckin problem not mine don`t bitch about me in my live journal ., thanks

=]

(amaze me)

10th October, 2004. 10:52 pm. what a weekend!

lets recap on this crazy weekend :

Friday` went to the dunmore/prep game.. what a night that was!.. i made new friends.. the cute little 10 yr old.. aww. and the comedian.. and the dollar guy.. and of course the #1 hottest kid in the world! haha =] right cass! .. anyway.. that was fun i saw alot of people i havn't seen in a while from prep and well it was a very fun night =]

Saturday` got up early =/~ and went to the game we lost! =[ .. then quicky hurried my ass over to luigis.. had to change in the car and was still a half hour late.. but it was okay.. it wasnt that busy and i got to leave at 9*30ish =] so then i came home and sat around lol..

Sun` got up early again =/~ ! .. and went to cheer on the steamtown marathon runners! Go Runners! =] .. it was so cold out today though.. and i really have a lot of respect for those people.. i was at the 17 mile mark and i can`t even run the mile in gym! =O .. anyway then i went with my mom to the pet store.. i can`t wait im finally getting a puppy! =] =] <33 .. then came home and at like 9*30 i went for a walk with ashley.. thats always fun =] .. then we started screaming down the street eminems new song at like 10*30 at night! lol.. and lean back ; ) haha fun times! =]

yeah! No School Tomarrow! =] =]

good night dears! <3

(1 |amaze me)

10th October, 2004. 5:05 pm. please comment..

*Post your completely honest opinion of me as a comment to this entry. Post anonymously if you'd like, and don't feel afraid to say whatever. I want you to be brutally and completely honest. Write as much or as little as you want, but if you're reading this, I want you to comment. Once you're done, put this in your own journal.

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2nd October, 2004. 10:11 pm. work work work ! .. =]

so this weekend is almost over and i havnt done anything fun yet .. thats kind of dissapointing =[ .. i feel like i havnt talked to people in forever since i havnt been online sincelike fri b4 work but really it hasnt been that long = / ? weird ? lol

Im soo pumped i finally have a job! its so exciting!! =]

so friday i didn`t go to the game .. oops.. but i had to work ! my first day of work!!! =] =] and i just happen to have started on one of the busiest days in like a really long time! just my luck right! so anyway jen trained me and i started to get the hang of it after about an hour and then it started getting insanly busy! i can`t feel my legs anymore! lol =] but can u imagine all the fat i burned! =] =] hehe .. anyway then saturday i went to my cousins thirsd bday party for a little while but i had to go to work at 5*30 .. i got trained a little moreby katie, but it was a slow night so they let me go home at like 8*30 which was kool =] cause im really tired lol but i wouldn't have minded working till 11 cause i really need money! lol.. but anyway i will be able to go to the game next friday which is good because i think if i didnt mr o wud prolly flip out on me..

thats all i really have to say because really all i did this weekend was work.. but tomarrow i dont have work and i really wanna do something with somebody before i have to go to school for another week =/

speaking of school im doing so bad =/ like really bad.. i gotta bring up my grades like 20 pointes in like 2 classes. =[ i dont now what i am going to do = /

go0d night sweethearts! <3

(amaze me)

30th September, 2004. 5:07 pm. live in the moment <3

so i havn`t updated in a while.. but this week was alot better then the last week from hell =/

Mon.` school, then went over milton and amanda's HAPPY BIRTHDAY =]then went to campus life and came home.. fun fun =]

Tues.` half day!! then went out to eat w. everyone and then best buy w. kev milton and mike then chilled at home OH and went on a walk w. ash! there the only thing keeping me sane =]

Wed.` cavelcade.. eh it was kool i geuss nothin special saw pat again! haha fun kid =]

Thurs.` (today) lol nothin special.. but i gotta go on a walk w. ash or im gunna go crazy i need to talk to someone aout all my shyte!! =/ !

tomarrow i can`t go to the game .. because!.. im training at luigis!! =] =] ya!! finally! but im really nervous im gunna drop a plate or somthing =/ anyway. . .

My Thoughts ...
** you know how one bad thing could just start like a serious of so many other bad things to happen.. well thats what has happened.. about like 5 or 6 months ago! =/ ,, its not because of the thing that happened its just like that was what started it all.. but i figure once i hit rock bottem things can only get better after that = / .. at least i have something to look foward to? . . . ya ?

<3 .. don`t you know .. your my *dream guy ; )* haha that kinda rhymes! ; )

Current mood: as always . ..
Current music: country music hell yeah! =].

(amaze me)

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